It has been forrreeverrrrr..I blame it on my laziness
Thanks love, for letting me write again eventho most of it is just emotional crap. Lets think of this as therapy la okay?
well I’m just done with MMFD (My Mad Fat Diary) Season 2, and I got emotional.
I’m a person who has a thousand one of issues,most of it comes back to the frustration i have within me which I know is like committing suicide and then trying hard to revive my own self…which is rather silly. But still I go through that path eventho I know the pattern, the ending, the outcome. Along the way of feeding my temper and dissatisfaction, I’ll hurt every soul that I cherish. Intentionally or unintentionally. Either one, I truly regret them by the end of the day.
I have my own group humans that will recuperate me to my most humane self, but what if I lose them to my temper? This come to mind as I watch Rae lose every thing…
To be realistic, we each have that moment, where we get too carried away with ourselves. That urge to keep that balance, to make every single soul around you happy, which in the end kills you. Okay now I’m talking crap.