socially awkward


You know that feeling in the morning, when you see that person right next to you, and you just feel complete. 

Same goes to when you kiss that person good night and tuck them to bed, you just feel the day is complete. 

I love that. I miss that. 

I’m grateful for your existence. 

Its just now, I hate being here, in Miri. I hate leaving you alone, and having to carry this void of emptiness with me. 

To think about it, due to our lack of social skills, we eventually have become each other’s bestfriends. 

Please know that I love you like so so so so much. 

Take care.



I miss you. I know you prolly getting tired of me whining about this, but I miss you. 

Things that I miss:

  1. Random ice cream drive out
  2. Kiwi juice with yakult 
  3. Dates
  4. Yakult 
  5. Free downloads 
  6. Meow2 
  7. Movie dates
  8. After work dinners
  9. Random kisses 

Yes literally my life revolved around you, especially when it comes to feeding time *chuckles* (dont worry bunny is well fed) so when you left, I was like earth losing its Sun, I no longer have an orbit. I miss you panda. I thank the heavens for granting your dreams of working there but I curse them for placing us an ocean apart. 

Seandainya kau ada di sini denganku

Mungkin ku tak sendiri

Bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku

Hiasi malam sepiku

Ku ingin bersama dirimu

Ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu

Walau kini kau jauh dariku

Kan s’lalu ku nanti

Karena ku sayang kamu

Hati ini selalu memanggil namamu

Dengarlah melatiku

Kuberjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku

Tak kan pernah ada yang lain

Adakah rindu di hatimu

Seperti rindu yang ku rasa

Sanggupkah ku terus terlena

Tanpamu di sisiku

Ku kan selalu menantimu

I missss you freaking lots :( :( :(


I miss you whenever we dont talk.



This week has been hell. Still is. Yes is pure exaggeration from mademoiselle.   

Well as you can see, Panda will soon be leaving. As in a few hours from now. So here begins a new not so exciting challenge in this relationship. 




I miss you already. 

Summer - Real Friends